'Sometimes having a friend like Susan makes you feel like the most together person in the world. Sometimes it doesn't. It was Jeni's idea to enter the Dolly model contest. She thought Susan would win for sure. But that was before the disaster, before the bad decision to skip school, before the audition. Even if all that had gone to plan, who could have known what effect the whole thing would have on Lin...and, more importantly, how all this mess could lead a person into the deepest, darkest despair.' (Back cover)